PAPERS!

Papers... papers... papers.... ohhh and did I mention papers?

I'm doing my creative writing bit on my blog! It's gonna be interesting I think. God gave me the idea this morning!

Jeru sang at church yesterday and boy was it awesome...like in the true sense of the word awe... some... so many people were crying and Ryan couldn't even get himself together to preach at first! But then God delivered a great message through him which I am sure touched the hearts of many!

I was touched anyway.

I have learnt quite a few things lately... namely how humble I am to be before God. I realized that I should realize that I am really nothing. And that this world really does not matter all that much. But God chose to love me... He specifically chose to love me, and if He does not love someone else, then I am truly humbled because... who am I to deserve this love? I'm probably the worst person around.

I have been praying for my friends that they would come to see the life changing experience that I have had. But in a bid to be open minded they have become close minded... but human logic is often contradictory when someone does not want to do something.

All I can do is continue to pray.

Hello Lord,

It's me your child, I have a few things on my mind...
right now I'm faced with big decisions and I'm wondering if you had a minute cause...
right now I don't hear you so well and I was wondering if you could speak up?
I know that you tore the veil so I could sit with you in person and here what you're saying
but right now... I just can't hear you...

I don't doubt your sovereingty i doubt my own ability
to hear wha tyou're saying and to do the right thing
and I desperately want to do the right thing

but right now i don't hear you so well and I was wondering if you could speak uip?
I know that you tore the veil so I could sit with you in person and here what you're saying
but right now... I just can't hear you...

and someone in the back of my mind i think you are telling me to wait
and though patience has never been mine Lord I'll wait to hear from you.
Oh Lord, I'm leaning on you.
right now i don't hear you so well and I was wondering if you could speak up?
I know that you tore the veil so I could sit with you in person and here what you're saying
but right now... I think you're whispering.

Hello Lord - Sara Groves.

Take it easy!

Jesh